Enough LJ wank.
Speaking of Kaleigh, I had sex with her. I'm amazingly open about who I fuck, apparently. I seme'd, go figure. She's not as emotionally mature as me though, so.. I guess it works. But it's funny, really. I've fucked her boyfriend too. Granted, she was there and it was a technical threesome, but whatever. Sex calms me down. It's strange. Not addictive. Just... calming.
I've been really.. messed up lately. Sleeping all day, I haven't been able to draw, and I've only been able to write fucked up stuff. I miss Cassie. I miss laying in bed with her and her telling me everything is going to be okay. I miss laughing over fucking retarded stuff, just because of the way she says it makes it sound funny. I hate that I like her so much. I hate that Kaleigh only reminds me every two seconds Cassie's gonna break my heart. I know she will. But for right now, can I be happy? Please? Bitch. >|
I'm so worried about Stacie and Lily.
I should go sleep.