July 12th, 2005

{ naruto ; kyuubi } rawr

I know we're cool

Sometimes I feel I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
From the pain that you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
And I've lost my light
For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night


These lyrics first written by a band called "Soft Cell" echo through my brain as I remember. Remember the night. The rage in that room was unbearable. I sit here reflecting over the night I was in fear my parents would never see the light of love once again, their horrible yells and tears, until mother.......until mother took me with her to a nearby hotel and neither of us could sleep that night. The depression I was in, correction am in was deepened that day. I dont think running away truely did anything but it is alright.....I guess. They didn't split up, but those words seem to haunt the edge of my reason every time I think of that night. I'm just glad that it's over, or really, I'm just glad I think it's over.
  • Current Music
    Soft Cell-Tainted Love