Today was just one of those days where you wake up feeling crappy, put on fishnet and emo shirts, go to school in a bad mood, and have someone piss you off at Lunch. Jeremy Sasser who I usually ♥ pissed me off to no end because he was really cruel to DayZ. I write her name in a ghetto style (her name is daisy) lol. I'm in a really shitty mood, I stayed up late last night reminising and feeling sorry for myself, I am pathetic but I guess people tend to get that way. Last night rubbed off on me in the morning because when I had to do a timed writing assesment in English about 'if you could have one wish what would it be' bullshit and I wrote a seriously depressing essay about how I wished I didn't feel negative emotions. I'm such a retard, everyone else wrote things like 'i wish i could be 30 forever' or 'i wish i could cure cancer' but no not me I have to write about how i wish i wasn't sad. I am a poser *sigh*. I have been into writing lately, I have been writing a really depressing Yu-Gi-Oh fic. Not one of those blatantly sad ones, but about someone who is depressed is sort of in denial and even though he falls in love hes angry at himself about it. Then when the person finds out they flip out and break themain charchters heart. I'm not sure what will happen after that. maybe i'll make it a sad ending *shrug* depends on my emotions at the time I'm finishing. It's gonna be Bakura Ryou and Bakura no YamiXmaybe...Malik and Marik? who knows I havent got that far yet. All in all I have had a shitty boring day and has resorted to writing depressing fanfics and listening to Avril Lavigne's song "Naked" on repeat in winamp (I find that song depressing) Anywhore hope you had a nice die I sure as hell didn't.
ExOne! Wow there is alot I could say about you. I met you on LyokoFreak forum, you were a mod I think. I always liked your posts, you seemed really cool. We never got to talk much amongst each other even though we had each other buddied on MSN. I wish I got to talk to you more :(. I love your tastes and X1 productions was always interesting to check up on. So..um. Peace!