June 22nd, 2007

{ death note ; ryuk } fly


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I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY. I LOVE HIM. (Granted I'm only on book four and will probably fall in love with some other characters too-) RYUK, BABY. BABY. YOU'RE HOT AND I LOVE YOU THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS MUCH. (I'd let you eat my babies :x) I love Light a lot too. (IT'S MEANT TO BE LIGHT. FUCK YOU SCANLATORS. HIS NAME AINT MEANT TO BE RAITO--) He's very smart and I think I would RP him well. (MUST FINISH SERIES SO I CAN FANGIRL WITH STACIE.) Hee hee heee 833 -happyhappy-

(Okay. Yeah. Stacie, damn you for getting me into Death Note so fast. =_=)


Okay. Stacie dumped me a little while ago. Broke my heart. Cried for a few days straight. Burrowed away at friend's houses and wallowed in my miseries. Etc. Etc. (I hope you didn't get as hurt as I did, baby.) And so, three days ago, I left to go to Kaleigh's house to stay over. I go over to her place a lot. The difference was, we were with her INSANELY GIRLY BOYFRIEND. So me, being on the rebound and depressed as fuck, went to coping method A and was all Hitting On You like. We had laughs, joked about threesomes, he went home around ten, Kaleigh and I went to sleep.

Next day.

...We have a threesome.

He's twenty-one. But Jesus he could fuck.

Granted, I was drunk. But not drunk enough to not know what the hell I was doing. I think I would have just walked away if it weren't for the fact that he was feminine enough for me to pretend he was female. Anyways, it wasn't as though that was my physical virginity, but it's been a long time since I was raped and my body tightened up a lot. So the next day I was kind of sore.

So anyways.

After the three of us finished doing it, we go out to lunch XD It was so random. Maybe because we did it in the middle of the day with the curtains open? Then again, the whole thing was random. (I go off and on between feeling like a whore for this.) And afterwards, I was batshit scared Stacie was going to hate me for it. (She didn't. Ilu so much, honey. Always.) Now to tell Lamb. (... No idea what her reaction will be.)




I found out:

* Gabby's in love with me.
* Hannah's crushing on me.
* Taylor wants to use me for sex.
* Cassie is in love with me.
* Taylor and Gabby are going out.
* Less than 24 hours later, they break up.
* Then they are no longer friends. (WTFH. BE MATURE GAIZ.)

And apparently I have to choose one of them to be my significant other. (It's bullshit, really. I'm choosing Cassie though. Not because I'm in love with her, but because she really cares about me and I'm still rebounding and wandering kind of aimlessly looking for comfort sex. Huguh.) Plus, she has a car and she's sensitive. (I'm an emotionless bitch right now, romantic advice is worth little :D;;)


Real life is on crack right now.