• Mood: cold
• Music: Lamb's OAV ad (again) >_>

Now your hat is on backwards.

Mmm. I am now stable enough, emotionally, to make entries that aren't erratic collections of letters and screenshots, or pictures with the Dir En Grey members with a bunch of scribbling that should, perhaps, be words. (I have no idea why, exactly, I reacted so insanely to learning I get to go, as I am usually rather passive, and I have concluded that it was probably the result of the cocktail of anti-depressants I've been put on. The line-up is Wellbutrin, Paxil, Zoloft, Effexor, Prozak, and Seroquel. I really think that's gonna make my heart stop, but the doctors assure me it's perfectly safe. e_e;)

I can't even explain how excited I am. And seriously, who wouldn't be excited? ORANGES WOT. I mean, in the chats, me and the posse are always like "OMIGOD, ONE DAY I WILL MEET YOU, I SWEAR." But... It never ever seemed like it would, or could ever happen. But it has, in the apparent. (And this is such a big deal because, for once, I won. I. Won.)

I will never ask my parents for anything again. I have ordered my tickets. I am going to Dir En Grey's Inward Scream tour '07, in Atlanta, Georgia, February 3rd, at the Roxy Theatre. Neverevereverever. And... the part of this that is so amazing is that... Stacie's coming. Her dad ordered flight tickets today, and he eBay battled for them earlier, and god damnit they're real. It's real. It seems so... disconnected, like a dream, and I still can't realize it to be true. I guess it's because I haven't felt this fucking happy in a long time.

It's just... I actually get to see her. 'Course, I won't just stand there and gawk. I hope she can catch flying teenage girls. And not only that, I'll get to jam with her. Stacie. That is just way too cool omigod. I really can't get it across. When I found out about the tour, I knew I wanted desperately to go, but knowing my parents, it was out of the question, but once the idea of meeting up arose, I had knew found determination. HA HA HA *TOTALLY DID NOT START CRYING OUT OF FRUSTRATION* And in the end, I won. I won. (This is goddamn momentous. I never win. Not in the game my mom plays. But for once. I actually. Truly. Won.)

I really didn't know that Stacie would actually be able to come until a few days ago, after I ran all the way home looking like a total retard, because my pants had all this hot topic stuff on it that made them really heavy, so they were like, all over the place while I ran, and they kept trying to fall off and it REALLY SUCKED - so I could get my mom's credit card, fly downstairs to ticketmaster, and get our tickets. The tickets themselves were advertised at $29.95 per ticket, but with all the charges, two tickets cost nearly eighty bucks x_x; But I didn't have to pay for it so there. My first update about it was like, a rush of seratonin and my pills screaming with joy, and when I got on aim, LO AND BEHOLD STACIE IS GOING. TO THE ATLANTA CONCERT. OH MY GOD. There is kind of a concert in Orlando, BUT SCREW ORLANDO, I CAN'T GET THAT FAR X___x; It was a total shock. Because, in my life, when I got one good thing, there was always a catch. But... with this? There isn't a catch. I got my way. I got my friend. I got ONEOFTHEGREATESTBANDSEVER. I got... everything I really wanted.

They say you can't buy happiness. (I say "bullshit") I've been walking on Dir En Grey sunshine all day. I've got this weird, excited feeling in my stomach, and I feel like I'm seven years old again, going to my first concert (N*Sync) after waiting four hours in the line in front of Cat's Music with my mom and dad. I feel like I'm back getting my first french kiss. It's such a giddy, bliss feeling, and it was bought with eighty bucks. Can't buy me love, oh~ Usually, I don't like traveling. Especially Atlanta. People there are total bitches ._. But god damn. What can a girl feel like? (I think I might be a little too excited for my own good. I hope this excitement isn't really a super secret foreshadowing of total chaos.) ... CHAOS IS FOR PUSSIES. God, I am pessimistic.

I went out and bought my dress yesterday. I'd like to take a picture, but I don't have everything for it yet, so you can see it later. It's this color, with a bunch of black polka dots and fishnet and such. I never hesitate to dress up for events, no matter how small they are, if it's important to me, I dress up. I've never been to a fair before. I'll probably wear something outrageous when I finally do go to one. e__e; But not too expensive, 'cuz I don't really know how the hell I'd react to some of the more... drastic rides.

Also? I read aradiantsun gets to go too n_n Not to my concert, but she now has money for a concert (I believe), I hope you can pull that one off babe ♥__♥ We both must see Deidara and his family (plus Sasori) live *___*; Speaking of Rin, me Fuji, Lamb, and her need to get a move-on with the log that we will probably not finish until sometime in March. SLEEPOVER WHUTT. I am really trying to start checking my f-list again. But it's so vast and intimidating. .___.;;

STACIE. GOOD LUCK. I BELIEVE IN YOU ♥!!!

Don't you love this moodpic? So pretty ♥__♥

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